Just finished my mid term break. Sigh, now its back to school for another few wks before going for SIP. Just celebrated our 13mths anni on Thurs, was nice we had pizza at Rocky's. We've lasted far longer than I ever expected. Everyday I grow to love dear more, I nv thought I cld love someone so much. This feeling of missing someone n praying for e nxt meeting to come asap is all very new to me. I like it. Its a feeling I have grown to like.
As I blog, I realise just how much I have changed since dear entered my life 13mths ago. At 1st I tried to reject e new feelings of love, and missing and needing someone. I felt it made me feel weak, and maybe in a way it did. But I came to e conclusion, that it is ok to be weak we're all humans and as much as I hate to admit it we need someone there for us. I used to frown upon needing someone. But now, I need dear.
Perhaps there had always been a softer side of me. A side I had always kept hidden for fear of being ridiculed. It prob has always been under e surface trying to get out but becoz it was suppressed until it almost died n I had forgotten abt it.
