Work's kinda boring. Not much to do, therefore I spend most of my time sitting at my desk pondering abt life. Smtimes thou, I'd read a book or e newspaper, however most times are spent sitting n thinking.
So much has changed in my life, not just mine but others like Kui Shin whom I met up w yest. Gone are the days of my happy carefree life in sec sch. All my friends around me have changed, mostly for e better but some for e worse. But one thing is certain, we are all no longer the naive, innocent and w/o a care in e world sec sch students we once were.
Looking back on those days brings a smile to my face. Back then, we were all brash n impulsive youths, struggling to find a place in this circle of life. I remember e numerous number of times e boys fought in class, I remember teasing e teachers n making their life a living hell. Eg: In the sci lab we wld concoct our "Green Apple Ice Tea." My fellow accomplices were Doreen my partner and Angie. Such fun it was, we were nv serious, always breaking test-tubes, beakers n such. Upon which, we wld smile sheepishly at Lee Theng Theng(Chem Teacher) n then break out giggling like a rabid pack of hyenas. Now, Doreen has mellowed out, becoming more serious and Angie? Well, I'm not too sure lost contact w her.
Things were all so simple back then. If we werent happy abt smthing we settled it with our fists. If we cldnt make it for our tests, we'd help each other by cheating. Haha I still remember my chi tests, I was always saved by Yong Siang. Haha my knight in shining armour. *Pukes* And our 'O' level practical? We were always soo "busy" concocting our little cocktails that we had not e faintest idea of wat was happening in class, so we turned to our science genius n whiz kid, Yong Sheng!
I've toned down a little over e yrs as well. Not much I may add, but its a start. I still have the arrogance n impatience of youth, e feeling that nothing will get in my way n e world is my playground. But yet, a strange melancholy has entered my life, perhaps maturity? I think a heck of a lot more before I act on smthing. Guess this is all part n parcel of growing up.
